This could get interesting

[bonnie_rocks]

As seen elsewhere on the intertubes:

Anonymous comments are enabled for the next 72 hours indefinitely, and IPs are not being logged. Share something about you sexually: wants, experiences, preferences, fears. Anything goes, and yes, this applies even if you don't have a sex life right now. Confession is good for the soul.

The three disclaimers:

1) You may safely assume that the comments to this post contain text of an NC-17 nature. Treat accordingly.

2) The management reserves the right to cease operation of the confessional at any time. Drama and abusive language will not be tolerated.

3) Feel free to link to this post from your own journal. The more, the merrier.

I want to make it clear to anyone thinking of commenting, but are afraid that others will pass judgement: This is a kink-friendly and judgment-free space. The nature of this sort of confessional is that sometimes people will be confessing things that are difficult for them to talk about. As long as it's all consensual, it's all okay here.

Ok...GO!

~*::Meow::*~

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I was raped a few years ago and have never forgiven myself for letting it happen. I feel so ashamed. Ever since then, any time I get into a relationship and it gets to the point where sex is involved, I freak out and distance myself from my partner so much, the relationship ends and I'm once again left to dwell on why.

I'm destined to be alone.

[(Anonymous)]

I got raped too. I thought it would get easier, but so far it hasn't. I still get nightmares about it, but the really scary odd thing is then I wake up horny. :/

[(Anonymous)]

I was raped about 15 years ago. I went through stages, like the "stages of grief" Only they were guilt, fear, loss, agressively slutty, dominating sexually, then finally I was able to trust.

[(Anonymous)]

*Tons of hugs* How long did it take you to trust again?

[(Anonymous)]

*hugs*
Been there and I can tell you that it gets easier, but only if you confront it and deal. Find support and work through it. you deserve a happy, healthy relationship. It won't be easy or fun, but it is worth it! Good luck.