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State of the Bonnie
Mar. 7th, 2011 11:48 amOver the last couple of weeks, I have been experiencing way too much anxiety for my own good. The source of my anxiety stems from this:
As of May 1st, my parents are downgrading to a 1-bedroom apartment in the same complex we are living in currently because they simply cannot afford the rent hike that would come starting in June when their lease would roll over. However, the complex does not allow more than 2 people to live in a 1-bedroom apartment. If they did, I'd sleep in the extra little room. It'd be no different from my current living arrangement as I live in the living room here.
So, I'm moving in with Brian. I've wanted to do this for a while now, but not under these circumstances. I don't have any money to my name or a job. I'm still going to QC. Needless to say, it's going to be a very stressful time until I can get a source of income. Not that Brian cannot fully support both of us on his own, because he very much can (and has for quite some time) but there are added stressors as well. ALL of my stuff is going into storage. All of it. The only things that will be with me at his place are my clothes, my laptop, and some important incidentals. Everything else? Storage. Not happy about it, but there's literally no space for any of my stuff!
Personally, I'd like to live in a place that is only occupied by Brian and I. This isn't a knock on his housemates; I love them dearly and it was actually through my being friends with them that Brian was able to move in in the first place.
I'll be spending my entire Spring Break moving into Brian's room. Spring Break for me starts the Monday immediately following I-CON and goes through April 26th. I will need all the help I can get to move at least the boxes over to Brian's storage unit. I worry about my furniture and getting it out through the front door because I built it all inside the apartment; it's never once been through that door assembled (or *any* door. Remember: living in living room). It's also solid and quite heavy (this isn't IKEA furniture) and aside from having to take it down a flight of stairs, there's a long pathway to get from the apartment to the parking lot. I'm very seriously considering hiring movers. With what money? I have no idea...
~*::Meow::*~
As of May 1st, my parents are downgrading to a 1-bedroom apartment in the same complex we are living in currently because they simply cannot afford the rent hike that would come starting in June when their lease would roll over. However, the complex does not allow more than 2 people to live in a 1-bedroom apartment. If they did, I'd sleep in the extra little room. It'd be no different from my current living arrangement as I live in the living room here.
So, I'm moving in with Brian. I've wanted to do this for a while now, but not under these circumstances. I don't have any money to my name or a job. I'm still going to QC. Needless to say, it's going to be a very stressful time until I can get a source of income. Not that Brian cannot fully support both of us on his own, because he very much can (and has for quite some time) but there are added stressors as well. ALL of my stuff is going into storage. All of it. The only things that will be with me at his place are my clothes, my laptop, and some important incidentals. Everything else? Storage. Not happy about it, but there's literally no space for any of my stuff!
Personally, I'd like to live in a place that is only occupied by Brian and I. This isn't a knock on his housemates; I love them dearly and it was actually through my being friends with them that Brian was able to move in in the first place.
I'll be spending my entire Spring Break moving into Brian's room. Spring Break for me starts the Monday immediately following I-CON and goes through April 26th. I will need all the help I can get to move at least the boxes over to Brian's storage unit. I worry about my furniture and getting it out through the front door because I built it all inside the apartment; it's never once been through that door assembled (or *any* door. Remember: living in living room). It's also solid and quite heavy (this isn't IKEA furniture) and aside from having to take it down a flight of stairs, there's a long pathway to get from the apartment to the parking lot. I'm very seriously considering hiring movers. With what money? I have no idea...
~*::Meow::*~
