I was raped a few years ago and have never forgiven myself for letting it happen. I feel so ashamed. Ever since then, any time I get into a relationship and it gets to the point where sex is involved, I freak out and distance myself from my partner so much, the relationship ends and I'm once again left to dwell on why.
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timeasmymeasure
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Date: 2010-07-29 03:39 am (UTC)I'm destined to be alone.