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bonnie_rocks) wrote2010-06-17 10:58 pm
bonnie_rocks) wrote2010-06-17 10:58 pm
Random post of Randomness
This has been the week of looking back to the beginning of all of my journals and other things I still have access to from over the years (including my LOL inbox from OKCupid). Holy shit! A lot of the entries I wrote back then are almost too painful to read! Was I really that awkward?! Jeebus. And dear G-d the messages I sent to potential suitors. Wow. I'm actually really embarrassed that I wrote that way. ::shudder:: What the fuck was wrong with me?!
I'm actually kinda glad that I can no longer access my Mydeardiary account because the website exploded. My Deadjournal is all but defunkt. It still exists, and I still link to it in my profile here, but thankfully, at the end of my run there, I was no longer writing like some awkward little shit. The awkward transitioned into a period of why in the hell did I keep writing teh, on purpose. Really?! And then finally there came a point my Deadjournal didn't make me want to punch myself repeatedly while reading back entries. Unfortunately, at the same time, I was reminded of horrible things that happened to me over the years. ::sigh:: Bad memories :(
~*::Meow::*~
I'm actually kinda glad that I can no longer access my Mydeardiary account because the website exploded. My Deadjournal is all but defunkt. It still exists, and I still link to it in my profile here, but thankfully, at the end of my run there, I was no longer writing like some awkward little shit. The awkward transitioned into a period of why in the hell did I keep writing teh, on purpose. Really?! And then finally there came a point my Deadjournal didn't make me want to punch myself repeatedly while reading back entries. Unfortunately, at the same time, I was reminded of horrible things that happened to me over the years. ::sigh:: Bad memories :(
~*::Meow::*~